My Class 10 results came in June. In July I applied to Patna Science College. I missed the cut-off by three marks. Three.
In August I went to a coaching institute in Patna run by a chemistry teacher named Khakhan Mahto — one of the large, well-regarded ones, where everyone preparing for engineering wanted to be. I paid five hundred rupees for the trial classes. That was the money I had. When the next instalment came due I could not pay it, and I could not find anywhere else I could afford either.
So I did not prepare for engineering. Not that year, and as it turned out, not ever. I want to be exact, because it is the foundation of everything since. It was not that I couldn't do the work — I had been financing my own education for two years. The work was simply not available at a price I could reach.
What I decided that August was narrow, and I have never moved off it: I would earn enough that money would never again decide what I was allowed to learn. And having been on the wrong side of it once, I have never been able to stop noticing everyone else it happens to.